The Inexplicable

Sitting calmly; before sleep; thinking about self, people around who matter in life, things which add meaning to my existence ...etc,etc. Feels good to be back. It’s been long since I held a pen and paper to express my thoughts. A feeling of deja vu creeps in at this moment. Such an abstraction of human mind creates a sense of belongingness to everything. Strange, but true!
Life has changed a lot. There was a time when I didn’t feel the need to explain myself to people. Everything used to be self-explanatory. There used to be a plain talk, that talk used to go manifolds and end up with a feel-good factor having a hidden message saying – Enjoy this moment, it won’t return. This is it! At that point in time, never gave a thought about how would life be after this, without such things, people, situations. May be, never felt the need to.
And now I am. Altogether in a different environment. New people, surroundings, way of reciprocating. World is very different. Coming out of one’s shell makes the person realize the reality. The outside world is not as I perceived it to be. Reason may be hidden in the fact that I was never exposed to it earlier. People are different, the way each person thinks is different. It becomes difficult to make a consensus. Showing dislikeness is acceptable. Every individual has the right to expression. If it tends to create rift among people, it’s better to keep it to self. This applies to certain situations as well wherein clearing out matters is not possible. And where there is a hope of doing so, people take it otherwise. Also, there is no dearth of “Doubting Thomas’s” around, either.
That was all about natural behaviour of people which is invincible.
Next comes self analysis.
Change of state of mind has become frequent these days. Thinking about a thing links to another one which sometimes brings a curve across my face. It makes me feel good walking down the memory lane. It even happened once when I was supposed to call someone and after placing the call I suddenly realized that it was a wrong dial. Happens. It’s also difficult to make people understand what you think. If it’s not properly conveyed, the whole thing gets messy. People who are sycophant are a challenge to handle. I simply hate those who don’t even care if a known person is passing by(it’s taken if you haven’t noticed the person). An acknowledgement always makes you aware of the fact that a certain person is connected to you in some way. Body-language plays a key role in passing the right message. No offence to people who don’t agree with the above.
Now comes the generalisation of the whole story.
A man is all alone. Friends, acquaintances, business-connections are attributes which/who help us lead our lives in a simpler way. Of course, priorities differ and they should, in fact. Facing the obstacles boldly and finding a solution is the real test. Expect little, give much. Care a damn about the person who feels the same for you(there is hardly anyone if you are genuine ;) conditions apply...). Try to avoid negative thoughts, people. Feel the dextrous. Think rational, be real. That’s the key. I’m still trying to explore the mystries of the world. I’m glad that I’ve come across some good souls in this expedition. Meeting them, adds flavour to life. This journey is becoming interesting day-by-day. Hope it continues likewise. Feel free to share and add more if you’ve experienced such things in your lives too. Now, it feels great being myself. Back in ation. Watch out this space for more!!! Till then, keep smiling.